When I'm Going In Circles

What would you do when you're a sitting duck and there's nothing you can do to get yourself moving? I am as such. I feel stagnation at this point of my life. I would like to move on and do something or create something. I have the drive in me but somehow I just couldn't.

Why? Because I'm lost. I do not know what I actually want, in terms of every aspects. Well, I would not say that I'm currently sulking and think that the world owes me everything. I'm too positive for that. The usual routine is still going on and the smile is still on me most of the time. Entertainments and exams are certainly something that I'm giving full attention to.

I do not know. When everything settles down, I feel a little empty inside. There is this tiny little bit of loneliness in me. Have anyone actually ask why am I so into Gundam models? Because these are what keeping me company at times when, well, the usual not so happy moments. Pathetic, some may think but I disagree. One, it keeps me happy and provide me with that little satisfaction once the work is done. Secondly, I would not have to bother anyone with my problems. Of course, there are friends and family who are there to lend a pair of their ears at any given time. But still, I prefer to solve my issues alone (:

Either ways, things would always start to look up after a while. When a person's mood is at the top, the only place it could go next is down and vice versa. Thats why we're humans (:

A Little Thoughts After Coming Back From A Long Holidays

I've been away for a very very long time and oh yeah, I'm back.  Many things had happened within these past eight months but I'm back. Hopefully, I'm back for good. And my big welcome back is regrettably plague by a series of incoming exam. I've got tonnes of models that I've made within these eight months which I'm dying to share. But well, photo uploads would have to wait until all these pesky little exams are done

Moreover, I would be wondering if anyone who will drop by anymore since I've long abandon this page of mine to spiders and rodents

Well, to get things started I do have a question. You know, one can categorize their blog posts to categories. For example, my models would be under "My Pride". But then again, when I click on "My Pride", I notice that only certain posts of that particular category appears. I have no idea why the older ones does not appear. So here's the million dollar question. What in the world would I need to do to force them to appear?

And to call it a day, I've met someone who is really intelligent. When she's binding my notes, she did not even bother to remove the staples. Her consequences? The usual one and two, Aaron style. But well, lets cut her some slacks. Since I only paid 60 cents for everything. Anyways, welcome back

Raid Raid Raid!!!!! And I can't go

There is a raid today and my boss calls me down. I'm so looking forward to it and I'm in the dreamland for only 5 minutes until I reach her room

She say, I'm sorry Aaron. You can't go :( But don't worry, I have work for you ^^

WHAT IS THISSSSS??????

So dissapointed. But its her goodwill because she fears for my safety X(

The Day Just Got From Bad To Worse

Lady Luck is not smiling to me today. Not at all. The day had been really disastrous

1. I forgot to bring out my Touch and Go Card

2. I forgot to take out my Shearn Delamore's Security access card

3. I forgot to bring my external hard disk with me which contained all my work and research

4. I forgot my coat when I'm suppose to be attending a conference in Bar Council later in the afternoon

5. My mum just called that my dog is badly injured by its cage. Very badly injured

Can the day get any better? These are all signs that it will not. I don't give a shit

These Few Days

1. Busy busy and busy

2. Go to Ministry of Finance in Putrajaya

3. Do note taking. Irritated by the secretary who sleep and snores in MOF

4. Bought Kshatria

5. 13 Goals and concede non by Chelsea in 3 games! Interesting

6. Results out today -_- Swt

7. Back to work

Gila ke?

"ladies bathing in bath dap hot photos"

THIS, is the phrase I found under the keywords section of my nuffnang account. THIS, is something I do not quite understand and THIS, is something I don't have in my blog

What the hell man?? Those sites that pops up should be some pornsites or something! What has it gotta do with my blog? -_- And which person in their right mind would have fetishes like that? Nevermind. Conclusion is my blog pops up when you enter this keyword. Swt Swt =.=

Stumbling on Land

This is the worse paper so far and I dare say a number of people will agree with me. Especially question 5 part B. I seriously don't know a single thing about that. Question one is a no go since I don't have a Land Acquisition Act so I had decided to opt that out ages ago.

Things just got worse when I get blur from seeing the table in question 3. It looked so complicated at first to the extend I ask Mdm Sik 1 hectare of land is how many squre feet. She give me that bewildered look for a few moments and I realised I had asked something really silly. She comfirmed my thoughts by saying "Is it necessary?"

But after I realised its actually pretty simple ten minutes are gone. In my heart I was thinking why the hell is mathematical equations back haunting me?

Plus having the ever hardworking and consistent Alan writing very consistently next to me simply increase the tension. After the paper he stated that he might flunk. If he flunk, then I think I'll probably sink

VS Public International Law 1

Its around 6.35 am local time:-

1. I'm not motivated because I don't think any hard work will make much difference

2. So there ain't much hard work

3. I'm wondering if the paper will be ok

4. I'm sleepy

5. I'm hungry

6. Goodluck eveyone (:

I Dislike These Dinners

Have you ever attended those type of so called dinner party where two family sit together and dine? Or those where this family invite another family over to their house to eat? If you have been to this kind, then you might, actually know my feelings. And I say, I'm not a big fan of it

In fact I really don't like it. For various reasons. For one, if the host smoked, I'm screwed and I can't him to smoke. I hate cigrettes particularly and and tobacco products generally.

Second, there's a rule which says, "SMILE ALL THE TIME". And thats what I have to do. I smile so much I'm surprise my jaw is still alright. Although its slighly jammed up and I need to take a short while to get it moving again.

Third is the pretentious and hypocritical compliments being thrown about like bird feed.
"Oh, Mdm ****, where you got your pretty dress?"
"Wah... your son study law? Thats the best course in the world"
"Alamak! Cantik dan hensem la anak anak awak"
"Wow! Your cooking taste really really great! How you make this"

Yup. Something like that. Which I really really dislike.

I swore that I would not host something like this next time or even next life

SPM Trial '09

To those who are having your trial exams, best of luck!

Goodluck to you all and goodluck to you (:

Shallow People Should Not Attempt Deep Words

This was a phrase coined by one of my classmate today when she was talking on some... "incident". According to her, there are many people, which we can see from blogs, msn and etc used very very deep words such as.... hmm.... I don't know.

I'm referring to those very emo or dramatic phrases which they come out with, either original or copied from someone else. Of course I must say some really used those words well, whereas some are just too shallow. To the extend that one will be surprise at how in the world someone with the mentality can come out with such words. She told me most of them are merely over dramatic. I must say she is quite correct. Because when I think back, there ARE indeed people like that

The Day I Almost Die

..... is today.

Literally. I think this is the first time I come so close to death. Well, if you ignore the occasional volcanic eruption in the form of my mother.

The moral is, don't use cheap phone charger. Cause mine exploded right on my face

GACC '09 Ends

The main event of the year had finally ended today with a huge success and great team work. I'm too tired to blog actually. I was just telling Siraj that I probably carry more tables these two days than all the tables I ever carried in the past 21 years put together. I bag the doubles. But I'm not happy about that. I'm happy for the event. Some pictures will due soon. Not now for sure. Goodnight! (:

Muka Tembok

Have you ever come across girls who are only insterested in spending their boyfriend's money, seeking attention, can't bear to see someone gets better than her, back stabbing and thinking that she's so damm hot that the world will lose an asset if she's gone?

Well, if you have, then it can just meant you have seen a real b****. Why would I ask this question? Of course its because I've seen such types of girls and it so happened, they are around me. You know, those who think they're so damm hot and think they are only loved when their guys are willing to spend. They are so materialistic to the extend that even after breaking up with their guys, they are still clinging onto them, in the hope of getting some cheap goods, or someone to fetch them to go shopping in Melaka or a pair of cheap RM 30 heels. And on top of that, they can't stand someone that gets the better of them, or someone, who out of a sudden, gets a little more attention than them. That is why they'll go bitching about people with all nasty things.

More frequently is that, whatever they are saying could actually be defined more clearly if they are to refer those horrid statements to themselves. These so called b****** are in fact liabilities to the world instead of an asset. I can't really put the blames onto such girls. Sometimes, or most of the time in fact lies with the stupidity of the guy. You know that is a pile of shit, and everyone around you shares the same opinion, you just have to go lick it to prove yourself right. As though that is not enough, you further lick it to comfirm and lick it yet again to make sure. After several times, the guy will actually say "Hey! I kinda like the taste of shit!" So, when one is willing to take and the other is will to give, a neutral party can't really say much.

All I can hope for is that these women will actually take some time to reflect on themselves instead of only bitching about others behind their backs. Come on, if you look closely you'll know how little friends you have. Even if you do have, they are all airheads and almost as shallow as yourself. That is why they say birds of the same feather flocks together isn't it?

Apology

After being advise by several parties because of the earlier outburst, I must admit is not approapriate to talk like that as a law student.

So I humbly apologize for my outburst. The post is made without prejudice, though I'm not about to do anything about it

Company Law Obstacle

I've finally understand why this paper is ranked very high in the failing list. It is so difficult. Studying the definition brings back memories when I have to memorize all those philosophical terms bu HLA Hart and John Austin as to what is law.

Shit. Seems like this obstacle is unlikely to go away easily

Low

I've heard a story from a very good friend of mine. He was telling me about this guy whom he know recently. He lives in a house with several others. He is always very dissatisfied with his room because it is too small. So, he is trying to get one of the other housemate swap rooms with him.

After pestering for quite some time, finally a girl is willing to switch with him. He's happy of course, and impatient. The girl is not around most of the time. And her room is lock. Since its a girl's room, and out of manners also, one would definitely wait until the owner is back then only you switch room. But no in this case.I'm told that this guy is so impatient that he took a deck of poker cards to slip through the door knob to try unlocking.

It was shocking for me when I hear this. I mean, who in the world would attempt to do such a thing. Especially when the owner is not around. I would think at least you be patient as people is already willing to swap rooms with you. Show some manners

2010

I don't know why am I so blur this few days.

The worse being I thought now is year 2010

-_-

Soon

Its going to be over in a while I guess. One last paper. Short update.

One, theater is not so easy. However managed to somehow finish a five scene script about this girl who get close to this blind guy who happen to be a world class artist to obtain his world class drawing who happen to have a handsome musician friend who fall in love with this girl who also fall for him and who later disobey her organisation boss and got killed.

Typical. But not my fault because those are sort of the guidelines the lecturer set.

The best thing is how happy one could be when Barcelona defeated Manchester United. Goals from Samuel Eto'o and Lionel Messi put Alex Ferguson out of commission and dream of so called having be the first to successfully defend their Champions League title. Also it is pretty apparent that Usain Bolt's lecture to Ronaldo on how to walk properly is not working. Why? Because he still can't walk properly. Seriously everyone should admit how under perform they are. It gives audience the feeling that half the team is going through some really bad pain in the stomach. Chelsea had perform so much better against Barcelona. Man Utd did not even put up a fight. Its a good thing because this defeat actually quiet down the Man U fans a little. Since I need to focus for exam anyway, not that I'm complaining. Speaking of the fans, I find Man U fans are indeed glory seekers and not sporting at all. They actually left halfway after sensing Man U is losing. What a sad case. Win they support lose they don't. How "loyal" Man U fans are.

Then I saw the nasi lemak kid again today. Apparently he's decent today. With pants and all. But still look at me with that look of a rapist in making

Hope to be back as soon as possible tomorrow :(

Night In The Museum 2

Yesterday overall had been a good day. When I say overall, its apparent that I would've taken some bad things into consideration.

Lets start with the bad things first. Actually there's two. One is my Chinese paper. As I have "very" important revision lessons for other subjects I did not attend her last two class. Which seemed at this point, a bad idea. First, I don't know the format of the exam. Two, I do not know the tips. And much worse, I did not know that she post a set of question in mmls which the pei ci (mixing phrase) is exactly the same and some others too. Thats my biggest downfall as I could only manage 4 out of ten. Overall I conceded about 20 marks out of a hundred before she even mark the paper, excluding possible silly and unwarranted mistakes which I will make and I think I'll definitely make.

Two, we, as in Thava, Bong and myself watch Night in the Museum 2 and tell you what, I've got no problem with the movie. Instead, I have lots of dissatisfaction with MBO. Their display sucks like hell. The whole movie is blur and the wording and subtitles are blur too. So please, don't go there to watch and good stuff. You'll be disappointed. (If you go for some chikai movie can la).

Now to the movie. ITS A VERY VERY NICE MOVIE, period. No bad comments about it. Ben Stiller is as good as ever. A hell lot of historical characters down there which really impresses me such as Kahmunrah, AL Capone, General Custer, Ivan the Terrible with his Strelsys, Amelia Earheart, Napoleon Bonaparte, Abraham Lincoln, Albert Einstein etc etc. Plus with a host of characters from the first series, Jerediah, Octavius Caesar, Theodore Roosevelt, Genghis Khan and so on

In short, Just watch it.

Computer law was surprisingly smooth.

Windmill suck a lot yesterday. Jusco windmill is getting from bad to worse. So if you're a windmill fan, move to the one near Amigos